Being a 6/2 Emotional Manifesting Generator before the age of 30.

Today is Aug 3, 2025. I have been feeling the pull to start a blog or just find a space to write and I finally decided to just start the blog to document my musings.

This resonates with the trajectory of the 6th line profile as we approach 30, the call to go “up on the roof” which is a time where we go inward to reflect and integrate on everything that has happened. I am two months shy of turning 30 and I feel as though this big shift started to happen where I stopped desiring a life of fame and fortune and instead want a very simple quiet life, be a stay at home mom, focus on my children, tend to my childhood dream of being an artist, bake bread, and grow a small garden.

My earlier years were definitely more like a 3/1, experimenting with the goal of financial stability. I was moving through the world under conditioned beliefs of societal ideals of success, worked hard, college degree in management and marketing, worked for family business for 10+ years, and went straight into the cruise industry as a customer service rep after. I had bigger dreams, I felt like I was meant to be so much more than an employee earning $15 /hr so, I left and I started my own business.

This lined up with Uranus beginning its transit into my 10th house at the end of 2018. I put in my two weeks and officially left in Jan of 2019. I started my own business in the fitness industry selling apparel, becoming a personal trainer, and worked out daily so I could rep my own brand. I studied influencer marketing sending my products to my friends who had a social media presence, tabled at some gyms, but eventually I felt my insecurity overcome me. It was taking too long, I didn’t have the right marketing skill sets, and so I decided to leave that industry to pursue a path my mom would approve of: real estate agent.

I interned with my mom’s real estate agent friend for a bit but I felt so uninterested in the field. 2020 announced Covid and we were officially in lockdown. I found myself in another online get rich quick marketing field but this time learning affiliate marketing through facebook advertising. It was a lucrative field, we were learning how to create ads that would bypass the facebook bot detection, but selling weight loss products against facebook’s policies. Needless to say, not worth the effort and I felt again, something off.

I met my initial group of heart centered friends in a meditation group I was invited to online, we were all on a similar path of personal development. Through the recommendation of the head meditation leader and now friend, I joined a summit marketing program for coaches.

I didn’t know what I was offering or if I was even meant to be in the coaching field, but my optimism was high and I saw that this skillset could be applied in any industry. I learned the skill, I launched 3 summits in that year long program, I overcame a lot of fear of reaching out to potential speakers to be on my event. It illuminated the insecurity I had around not being enough and not having an established business or email list.

But through the summits, I felt resonance with my speakers. I learned a lot that I wouldn’t have learned on my own. I found my mentors through these events. I felt as though despite not making money, I enjoyed the process.

I began to realize that I still didn’t know what I was offering but through my own relationship healing, I started to brand as a relationship coach. My brand marketer who was also a celebrity psychic and healer told me that my money blocks were ancestral. I knew nothing about healing so that really went through on ear and out the other. Later that year, I met a student of hers who went through her healing program. She raved on and on about being able to see the archangels afterwards and I thought it was a brilliant idea!

So, I decided to take the healing program! But, a brief stunt before that, I was pregnant with my second son and I got so scared about failing and my finances that I decided to become a matchmaker. It was a corporate job, I lasted about two weeks, and stayed a month out of courtesy before I left. I just felt my soul dying and feeling like I betrayed my dreams, so back on my path of becoming a healer!

Healing led me down a path of inner child healing and learning how to channel. I had met a friend through the first healing program and she began raising my frequency and activating all of my gifts.

At this time, I finally felt like I was on path and attracted my first set of clients! I was elated. I started to see that my gifts were expanding beyond my knowledge of them, I was closing portals, clearing entities, elevating people to converge with their angelic and galactic lineage, and doing some heavy lifting with energy. Again, I was confused because this was not the healing I was taught in class.

But, the conditioning was strong, I kept feeling like I needed more strategy to make more money. I kept hiring business coaches to expand, but each time, I got lost in what I was meant to do. I kept wanting to become a business coach, I kept asking channelers and hoping some external source was going to tell me what my purpose was.

My intuitive guidance kept pulling me along, I ended up from being a healer to diving deeper in the consciousness space. I found myself among the ascension guides with similar gifts of activation and galactic contact.

My 29th birthday arrived, I enrolled in another business program. This time certain i’d make it, had visions of millions of dollars, programs, podcasts, and books. I felt like I was questioning my intuitive visions because this felt like too much but it was everything my ego dreamed of achieving.

The how overwhelmed me, so much so that I just had to surrender my will and allow myself to recieve guidance.

Jan of 2025 came, and my intuitive guidance started to shift to art. This was my childhood dream to become an artist, but it confused me because I was already on the path of being a spiritual healer, I saw my gifts as something so important to share with the world in support of the shift of consciousness so again, I was freaking out.

I was very lucky to have met a soul sister, a dear friend who had the gift of seeing timelines, she assured me I was on my path and to keep pursuing art. Of course 2025 was peak ascension year, all the planets were shifting into new signs, the energy and the activations from the solar flares and galactics began to unravel deep programming still rooted in 3D.

My guidance kept showing art, art programs, and soon everything kind of directed me inward. I connected more and more to my heart and discovered what I really wanted. It was family, home, and a simple peaceful life doing what I loved the most, art. Through healing I found what mattered to my heart the most. I surrendered to my intuition. I still struggle to follow that guidance at times, but I feel like I am finally listening to what lights me up instead of what my ego thinks I am supposed to be doing. So, soul fam here I am, entering my 30’s era as an artist.